im so hating this!!

omg!what is wrong with me?
why am i acting like this?
am i that rude today?
even if everyone's answer is "NO" i still feel that i was..
now im thinkin' bot it..
feel like apologizing, but its not a right thing to do for what i have planed! but the truth is that im feelin' horrible now!
arrghh...

i just can wait and watch the next step now!
just havin' green tea to refresh my mind!lol..