i love this line :)

" You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby "

i wanna watch this..

umm,things?

there are just so much going on my mind! one of it is that school's gonna start in just like few days. and there i go, grade 12. i mean i've got to concentrate more towards my studies now, no time to waste anymore! it's not being geek, but becoming more discipline towards my studies. that's not just it, i've been wanting this tiny little thing. i just hope i'm gonna get it soon :) arghh,this smile is just to cool me down every time i think about it. (haha and it actually works!)

mom and ishaq is gonna be home on sunday and i just can't wait till sunday! :D they've been out since 30may'09 that is why i miss them so much right now.

idris is not even home. he's gone to puncak with his classmates. but he'll be there only for a few days, and yes i miss him too.

btw, i voted for the president election! lol, this was my first vote. :D and i still got the ink on my nails. huft! guess i dipped my finger to much. haha, anyways its a sign that i vote!

rabia. xx

BALI (28 june - 1 july 2009)

umm, guess after the school exams it was a perfect vacation to bali! even tough it was a super short trip (4 days) we enjoyed it to the max!
i didn't do a lot of shopping, except for some bracelets and t-shirts :)
me and my friends utilized the time pretty well, hehe.
overall the trip was outstanding and fantastic :) me love bali and friends :D

xoxo
rabia

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♥

Music is my chosen brand of soul therapy.

Watch people dance in a way that makes the heart dance.

Good wine can help you see what may otherwise seem blurry.

Fashion is your own.

You are the architect of your life. It's no Cortland unless you say so.

Feel the rain on your face, like butterfly kisses on your eyelids and the tip of your nose.

Sing until your throat hurts.

Tell them what you really think.

Know the difference between what you need and what you want.

Don't be afraid of either.

Remember what you choose.

Feel it all, but never forget your mind.

Be intoxicated, elated, overwhelmed, vulnerable and true.

Don't hold back.

Find your way.

Live.

♥

missing

im missing mom and ishaq already now. God! it's been only two weeks that they are gone. one more month to go. it feels like the time is passing by so slowly and it's like they are gone for such a long time :(

mom-ishaq i miss you guys. come back soon,mwah.

Tanjung Lesung Baby!

Tanjung Lesung trip was simply awesome i can say!
i went to this place with my school mates (11 ipa 5 and 10 ipa 5) and few teachers on 7th and 8th of april..
i know its a short trip! :(
but we spend quality of time together..
i enjoyed every moment i spent here..
in the villa,in the boat,in the beach even in the bus!huaa..this was such and unforgettable journey..
day one:
we reached at about7..this was because we went to serpong first..
anyhow after we reached the place,we ate coz we were starving!! after dinner we were given the villa's key to have a rest before gathering again in the restaurant. we utilized the time in cleaning ourselves and get our hair done (girls ting :p)
unfortunately the rain starts, so we were so lazy to get to the place we were supposed to gather!
anyhow the teacher want us to gather together, so we were fetched by a mini bus..hhe
when we reached the restaurant we find out that we were actual doing karaoke together...
fun fun fun..hehe
from there we went to the boys villa (just beside our villa, could even here them talking from the girls villa)..
when it was kinda late, we decided to return..
we chated and fall asleep, was kinda tierd!
day two:
we woke up quite early and get ready together..
one bathroom for 7 girls..hahaha..this was a busy one! :)
after a while we got ourselve ready and had breakfast..
from here we went heading the beach..
soon we reach we got ourself on a boat and went to a nearby island..this was so much fun..
before reaching the island we sorta swim in the sea..
when we reach the island and 'wow' the place was beautiful..
white sands, blue sea and excellent environment!
we keep on taking pics, some played banana boat, jet ski, and did snorkling.
we were there for quite a long time and soon it gets hot we went back to the villa (i mean who ever wants) and in the villa we just got ourself in the pool..
this was such a heaven time, from burning hot to ice cold!haha..
and coz of this trip i grew darker,got my self sunburned!huft!..but it was worthit!
that was it, we had our lunch and went back at 4..
we got ourself in 68 at about 8:30..
most of our ass was flat!hahhaha...

xoxo rabia

realize!

yesterday was just a silly thought!
it was actually perfectly fine..
hahaha..
i was being to sophisticated..lol
that was so stupid..

anyway today is one OF THE GREAT DAY!
lol..
i wish this will keep up till the end!haha..
i guess its developing?well i hope so..
anyway will see how much it will make me happy latter!

im so hating this!!

omg!what is wrong with me?
why am i acting like this?
am i that rude today?
even if everyone's answer is "NO" i still feel that i was..
now im thinkin' bot it..
feel like apologizing, but its not a right thing to do for what i have planed! but the truth is that im feelin' horrible now!
arrghh...

i just can wait and watch the next step now!
just havin' green tea to refresh my mind!lol..

Because Of You

[Harmonics]
(Ouu Ouu Ouu)
(Mmdouou... ooh)
(Ouuohh Ouuohhouuoh wouh)
(Mm... ah)

[Verse 1]
Want to but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
This got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'd stop everyday,
Knowing that I won't


[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I... (don't know what to do about it, ooh)
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit
But I doubt it
I'm, taken by the thought of it... (mmm mm)

And I know this much is true (mmmmm)
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you (mmmm)
I can barely move... but I like it

[Chorus]
And it's all because of you
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you, mmm
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you
(All because of you)
And it's all because...
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug (Ooh)

[Verse 2]

Think of it every second,
I can't get nothing done
Only concern is the next time, I'm 'gon get me some
Know I should stay away from,
Cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession, won't let me leave

[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it, ooh)
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit
But I doubt it
I'm, taken by the thought of it. (mmmm) (heeyh...)

And I know this much is true, (mmmm)
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you, (strung out on you...)
I can barely move... but I like it, (but I like it...)

[Chorus]
And it's all because of you (hey)
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you, mmm
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
(All because of you)
And it's all because... (Oh, never get enough)
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug

[Hook #2]
Ain't no doubt... (no doubt hey)
So strung out. (Strung out hey)
Ain't no doubt... (Said it ain't no doubt, oh)
So strung out. (hey)
Over you,
Over you, (you)
Over you(you)...

[Harmonics]
(Mmouhh)

(Because of you)
(And it's all because of you)
(Mm)
(Never get enough)
(She's the sweetest drug)

And I know this much is true (True)
Baby, you (baby you you you) have become my addiction (My addiction)
I'm so strung out on you,
I can barely move... but I like it (and I like it girl... hey...)

[Chorus]
And it's all because of you (hey) (All because of you)
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you, mmm
(All because of you)
And it's all because of you (All because of you)
(All because of you)
And it's all because... (Oh, never get enough)
Never get enough, (Oh never get enough)
She's the sweetest drug

... She's the sweetest drug.. .

HI, I'M RABIA AMIN

i live, i laugh, i cry. i'm the author of my own life but unfortunately i'm writing it with pen, and cant erase my mistake. sometimes, i need a second chance because i might not ready enough at the first time. i live my life like everyone else does, but im not your ordinary girl. i dont wanna be somebody that everyone else wants to be, i just wanna be myself, but im still figuring it out. who i am and where i belong. i will never understand life and all the things that happen in it. i've learned that everything happens for a reason, sometimes things fall apart so other things can fall together but in the end whatever meant to be, will always find its way, ALWAYS. i realize that life is sweet, simple and short but without my family and friends in it im just not complete. they're the definition of the absolute best and the reason i get through my life. altough im not simple, i can be really easy to get along with but most people dont know how to tolerate me. i thank god for some people who do. i have learned to accept myself and not care about what people think and say, because i honestly wouldnt even know how to impress you even if i tried. while i'm figuring and working those out, i just live to have fun.